Never Satisfied

So i thought being a house was going to be awesome! Being at home with my littlebig man all the time doing nothing but the mom & wife thing...

well it got old so i got a part time job with my parents company, which is nice because not only do i get to spend time with my mom but i get to bring my baby to work with me! 

Now im not happy doing that! lol its like im never satisfied! Being at home all the time sucked, but having to be somewhere when you have other things you want to do sucks too! lol

So with mom duties, work, mom days, grocery shopping, working, working out & cooking dinner every night there just seem to be no hours in the day for me to clean my house! Yet somehow it manages to get done! Honestly though i wish i could get a maid! How much nicer would that make things! Only problem with that is...i'm too cheap to spend the $60 to have someone else clean my house! lol

I really am satisfied with my life! 

Just always changing what i wants gets really old! lol  i seem to do it with everything not just work/not work! Oh & i cant complain about the extra money i bring home! 

Oh haha & now im on the search for a new bedroom set!

Our bed had already broke once due to horse play...

but last night me logan & gauge were just sitting on the bed and it fell lol 

granted our fat asses were on the bad corner! :p 

Walking :)

So my littlebig man is officially walking :) He still falls lol but he is getting the hang of it! :) 

It's such an exciting thing as a parent to see your child grow and learn new things! Gauge seems to smart for his own good sometimes! lol i think he is a bit ahead of the game on this growing up thing! He defiantly takes after his mother :p 

He is 10 & 1/2 months old

He walks, crawls, talks more then any other baby i have ever met, has 8 teeth, smiles nonstop, laughs at just about everything, hardly ever cries just to cry, he still doesn't sleep through the night :( but i was seriously blessed with the happiest, cutest, most amazing little boy! I know a lot of parents probably say that and i know i am probably a little bias..But seriously he is amazing! 

Having a child was a big decision that me and my husband went back & forth on for a little while but i can say now that it is by far the best decision we have ever made! I can't imagine my life without him! If we would have waited he wouldn't be him. <3 

Last Night

was something crazy! lol kelsey's party, if i do say so myself, turned out awesome! I think everyone had a really good time & well i think a few were a bit overwhelmed lol the party started off a little slow but once the stripper got there it was a whole different story! lol There were girls of all types there, from my wild self to others who we're a bit embarrassed by what was going on lol i love how people that are so different can end up having so much fun! :) 

I think Kelsey had a really good time!Oh & my penis cake turned out pretty darn good :)

Busy Day!

So its saturday, the day i'm hosting kelsey's 21st/bachelorette party! This darn party has been stressing me out for days now, mostly because of money, i mean things really start adding up! But thankfully it wasnt all left to me! I had help from kelsey's best friend laila and her very nice m-i-l :) Still even my parts are becoming more then i thought they would! lol But kelsey has been an awesome friend to me so i think she deserves it! :)

Of course i'm waiting until the last minute to finish everything, so that part of the stress is my own fault! lol This morning im starting of by baking the cake, penis shaped of course :) Then i have to head to the mall and buy the last of the decorations! After that im getting the balloons filled up and then to the office to decorate and set up the food and what not! I really do take after my mother! lol




Well i stopped midblog to go start the cake...i broke my mixing bowl! I also just found out kelsey isnt feeling well..This isn't  starting out a good day :(

Maybe one day :/

Maybe one day ill go through with one of my bright ideas! I'm always coming up with theses ideas that would be fun and make money and that i could see my self doing long term but when it comes right down to it i never fallow through. It never becomes anything more then just an idea. 

My current idea is to sell handmade things. I love to make things and i know others that do to.. It would start small, a booth at the flee market, then hopefully grow. Maybe a booth at the farmers market and eventually even a little store. 

Who knows. Maybe i'll actually go through with it this time :) Only time will tell i guess! 

1st time blogging :)

So i've been tossing up the idea of blogging for a while now! Not sure if im even going to share this with other people or not but i am excited to try this out! If this does end up being shared or if you randomly come apon it please excuse my horrible spelling, grammar & punctuation!  :)

I still havnt settled on a name for my blog and who knows if i ever will! lol For now it's "Love is..." and thats because i know what love is & i have a feeling thats what most of my posts will be about!

Btw if your wondering what love is for me it's a very simple answer! 

Love is...

the way my little boys smile and laugh melt my heart and make me smile no matter how bad i feel <3 

Love is...

the way he has made me feel like the most important girl in the world from the very 1st day i met him <3 

Love is...

the way i know they will always support me no matter what happens <3

Love is..

so many things in my life :)